I wonder what death feels like? Not in a depressing way but a beautiful, happy way. I think it will feel lonely until you realise your existence has only just begun. What felt like loneliness is just the excitement inside of your soul and the space to put the experiences. You will feel content some time and meld in with the universe’s energy, just like that, it’s over, but it’s perfect.
Posts Tagged ‘beautiful’
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Dying
October 4, 2011 by Mikey
Category The Ramblings | Tags: beautiful,energy,happy,soul | No Comments
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Sunday Memories
August 31, 2011 by Mikey
Spring is just over the hill. Crispy cold mornings, beautiful sunny days. Gentle breezes, these days remind me of being young. Specific memory, all the house windows open, blind gently banging against the window frame. The quiet murmuring of Wide World of Sports on a Sunday afternoon gently cuts into the peacefulness. It’s not dead quiet like being somewhere so isolated. These sounds are comforting, it’s the sound of memories. It’s 10am I would say, the distant sound of a lawn mower, smells of a Sunday roast or a barbecue creep in randomly.We are going to my Uncle’s property up in Greendale today. It’s not the same anymore. It used to be so much more beautiful. I remember running around the decking, looking over the edge to the water tanks, seeing how high up we were. We would go up and sit on the hill just behind the house under the “poo” trees, because we thought the little whatever the fuck they were, looked like poo, and of course we had a good laugh. There is a picture somewhere of us (my sister Yvonne and I, she is the other of the ‘we’) sitting under one of these trees on a little wooden bench. Side step a little, same feeling, driving out of West Sunshine up Fairbairn Road towards Boundary Road. These days its industrial estates. Back then, it was a sunny day, dry paddocks as far as the eye could see. Just driving out that way, no air conditioning, wide open windows, the sound and wind in your face, was an adventure in itself. I look at pictures from my parent’s day, polaroids and other faded photographs. They ooze with the feeling I have. Maybe the feeling is only ever felt after the fact. Whatever it is, there is a quality to those pictures that I love. The simplicity of it all, of life.
… and today, right now
De ja vu, right then. I am sitting here, in my (it’s not really mine… but it’s where I am) bed, I just plugged in the laptop and grabbed a beer. I know this exact moment. This has been in the pipeworks for a long time, at least as far as my brain is concerned. I am slowly settling into the fact that this has happened, what I have done. It’s for the best.
… and you
Wow. Dreams… dreams dreams dreams.
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Teaser
August 30, 2011 by Mikey
Hold it… tease it, stretch it out a little longer. You know I can’t hold it in. I will let you do whatever you have to, I just need this feeling. When you finally give in yourself, you let everything go. The surge of emotion is beautiful and disgusting and gentle and violent. It’s life in a single moment. Don’t stop, I never want this to end.
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Surreal Random Nights
August 27, 2011 by Mikey
Love this place. Moody, sophisticated, beautiful. These are the things I feel (the former) and what I want to be (the rest). We are coming here one night. Yes I am talking to someone in particular. You know who you are.
Having talks about things I never ever thought about. Having beautiful diverse friends and family is amazing. They open your eyes and your heart. There is more to life and especially your own life, than your own concerns. Open your mind to everyone and their perspective.
Tyson the lovely gorgeous barman says:
It was a pleasure serving Pinci and you.
Attached is the formal note he wrote us. I think I may have came on too strong.
Thanks Pinchess, xoxoxoxo.
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Little Dragon – Stormy Weather
August 5, 2010 by Mikey
Such a beautiful track.
Category Music | Tags: beautiful,free spirit,love | No Comments
