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  1. Metal

    November 7, 2011 by Mikey

    There was so much blood I could taste the metal

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  2. Dying

    October 4, 2011 by Mikey

    I wonder what death feels like? Not in a depressing way but a beautiful, happy way. I think it will feel lonely until you realise your existence has only just begun. What felt like loneliness is just the excitement inside of your soul and the space to put the experiences. You will feel content some time and meld in with the universe’s energy, just like that, it’s over, but it’s perfect.

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  3. Where art thou

    September 17, 2011 by Mikey

    People of the world. Read my blog. Am I not  clear? I am messed up, emotional, angry. So many things we all are. Where are you all? I need someone.

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  4. Beauty in Isolation

    September 11, 2011 by Mikey

    There is something these sounds do to me, that nothing else can or even will. They are more pure than humans. Humans will change, the stability of these sounds and emotions I feel is that they will always be a memory I can go back to that will touch my heart and soul in exactly the same way, help me to relive this exact moment. These moments are amazing, indescribable as far as I am capable of expressing. If I could find the words to tell someone how I feel right now, I think I would be content with life and would accept dying right then and there.

    Side tracked and thinking, the point of life. Maybe it’s up to each individual to determine what the point of it is. As far as I am concerned, there was no point, existence is enough. For my soul however, the point is to connect with someone, everyone, whoever, to be understood. To not feel alone in this world I think is more important to me. I hate feeling this way, so vulnerable but this is who I am, so I will be proud being me and hope you accept me, whoever you are.\

    The title of this post, I feel so alone, so isolated. I need some company here in this crazy world of mine.

    http://www.bassdrive.com check it. That’s where these sounds come from.

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  5. Wanker

    September 9, 2011 by Mikey

    I am such a fucking wanker sometimes but I have a heart of gold somewhere down here. Dare to find it?

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  6. lowercase

    September 3, 2011 by Mikey

    there’s a lot of stuff smashed in here but a lot of it needs to go. need some levers…. PULL SOME LEVERSSSSSSSSSS (candy bar for those who can guess the reference). drank fuck all tonight, by my usual standards anyway. i am letting the team down. need lot more, doesn’t help that i don’t have my flasks at the moment, i must rescue you two from the clutches of evil. still shaking somewhat which is kinda worrying. really need to sleep some more, eat some more, relax some more.

    in your heart until the morning with
    acid so sour it will smash your soul.
    boston, i’ll just turn you.

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  7. Sunday Memories

    August 31, 2011 by Mikey

    Spring is just over the hill. Crispy cold mornings, beautiful sunny days. Gentle breezes, these days remind me of being young. Specific memory, all the house windows open, blind gently banging against the window frame. The quiet murmuring of Wide World of Sports on a Sunday afternoon gently cuts into the peacefulness. It’s not dead quiet like being somewhere so isolated. These sounds are comforting, it’s the sound of memories. It’s 10am I would say, the distant sound of a lawn mower, smells of a Sunday roast or a barbecue creep in randomly.We are going to my Uncle’s property up in Greendale today. It’s not the same anymore. It used to be so much more beautiful. I remember running around the decking, looking over the edge to the water tanks, seeing how high up we were. We would go up and sit on the hill just behind the house under the “poo” trees, because we thought the little whatever the fuck they were, looked like poo, and of course we had a good laugh. There is a picture somewhere of us (my sister Yvonne and I, she is the other of the ‘we’) sitting under one of these trees on a little wooden bench. Side step a little, same feeling, driving out of West Sunshine up Fairbairn Road towards Boundary Road. These days its industrial estates. Back then, it was a sunny day, dry paddocks as far as the eye could see. Just driving out that way, no air conditioning, wide open windows, the sound and wind in your face, was an adventure in itself. I look at pictures from my parent’s day, polaroids and other faded photographs. They ooze with the feeling I have. Maybe the feeling is only ever felt after the fact. Whatever it is, there is a quality to those pictures that I love. The simplicity of it all, of life.

    … and today, right now

    De ja vu, right then. I am sitting here, in my (it’s not really mine… but it’s where I am) bed, I just plugged in the laptop and grabbed a beer. I know this exact moment. This has been in the pipeworks for a long time, at least as far as my brain is concerned. I am slowly settling into the fact that this has happened, what I have done. It’s for the best.

    … and you

    Wow. Dreams… dreams dreams dreams.

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  8. Teaser

    August 30, 2011 by Mikey

    Hold it… tease it, stretch it out a little longer. You know I can’t hold it in. I will let you do whatever you have to, I just need this feeling. When you finally give in yourself, you let everything go. The surge of emotion is beautiful and disgusting and gentle and violent. It’s life in a single moment. Don’t stop, I never want this to end.

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  9. Surreal Random Nights

    August 27, 2011 by Mikey

    Love this place. Moody, sophisticated, beautiful. These are the things I feel (the former) and what I want to be (the rest). We are coming here one night. Yes I am talking to someone in particular. You know who you are.

    Having talks about things I never ever thought about. Having beautiful diverse friends and family is amazing. They open your eyes and your heart. There is more to life and especially your own life, than your own concerns. Open your mind to everyone and their perspective.

    Tyson the lovely gorgeous barman says:

    It was a pleasure serving Pinci and you.

    Attached is the formal note he wrote us. I think I may have came on too strong. :D

    Thanks Pinchess, xoxoxoxo.

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  10. Random Late Nights

    August 27, 2011 by Mikey

    1:30am and I am just waiting for Pinchess so we can go tear up the town. St Kilda to be precise. Missing a certain someone although I wonder if I should be, but I do so fuck it. I am not pretending for anyone anymore. Not to make it easier, not to make it better, not for anything. Live and let be.

    My favourite 16bit song just came on.

    Yarraville now, waiting for a cab. Drinking Mount Gay rum straight. Don’t know how I did this last week so easily, granted it had ice and lime but damn it’s strong.

    I will add some more later.

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